4 personalities, 4 OS

The philosopher Emmanuel Kant said he got up at 4:00 in the morning, took a long walk and meditated.
Wasn’t the philosopher’s path near Kyoto University?
After writing this diary as a solution to my lack of exercise, after having breakfast, I walk around the round table in the dining room wearing Achilles shoes.
While watching the news on TV, while looking at the greenery of the park outside from the window.
This time of year, make the cooler the strongest.
Then take a bath in the morning.
I think my personality in the early morning is different from my personality in the daytime, when I am surrounded by people and in a state of debate with the staff and guests.
Then, even if I read the approval document by e-mail, my settlement and decision may be different depending on the time.
I will reread the request for approval and the rapporteur three times.
In the middle of the night, in bed, on your iPad.
With an iPhone, during the day, in a visitor or in a moving car.
On weekends, in museums and in cinemas.
So many times, I change my environment and rethink my decisions.
I often ask executives for their opinions again over the phone.
I think it would be a nuisance to the staff.
Read newspapers and lots of them.
TV news also changes the channel at that time and checks many programs.
Judgment changes depending on the environment, scenery and time.
It’s a personality change, a multiple personality, and I’m lost, worried, and regretful.
It’s like having multiple operating systems on your computer.
Morning and evening, home and work.
At least four environments.
Am I a person with multiple personalities?
The person who received the reply to the request for approval should check the time of my reply, and if there are any objections, it may be better to change the time zone and submit a request for approval again.
My personality may change, my values may change, and my conclusions may change.
This shouldn’t happen.
This is my thinking at home in the morning, so it may be different when I go to the office in the daytime.
No, you forgot.
After all, humans are a series of momentary, discontinuous thought decisions.
But people can start over, life.
It is also a way of thinking.
I can’t redo my life, I can’t forget my failures.
My position is that responsibility and failure must be with me for the rest of my life.
But I want to free myself from being trapped in such a dogma.
It was decided unreasonably, but recently, I sometimes think about such a wish.
Can time save and forgive people?
don’t know.
should not be allowed.
Do not allow it.
I hope so.

Pulse oximeter 98/98/97
Body temperature 36.5 Blood sugar 162

Unforgiven
CEO, Yasunari Koyama

KOYAMA GINZA DIARY

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