Koyama duel-wielding
Do your own psychoanalysis better yourself.
I ask a doctor I know, but the staff around me always take care of me.
In the daytime, he is in a boxer state in the ring.
If you continue to be beaten and it seems that you are at the limit of your physical strength, you will be thrown in the towel.
For players, should I say instructor or should I say second?
He goes home early and has time to work from home.
It is possible because there are many Zoom meetings. I’m saved.
In the daytime, I receive requests for approval and consultations about troubles one after another, and the schedule is determined by how I respond to visitors.
In the daytime, I feel like I’m being knocked at Senbon in Ginza.
Just shoot the ball back, it’s all you can do.
He can’t hit a home run or anything like that, but he gets RBIs.
I’m crazy and can’t think of anything.
But late at night, I have too much time to think alone.
His own thoughts, plans, future pigeons, fears, and various other thoughts run through his head.
And I will keep this diary.
This diary will be read by Koyama G’s friends at the end.
He writes this sentence with the sole purpose of making everyone understand.
Late at night, at dawn.
Standing alone in the darkness and throwing it into the darkness, the first ball from the morning.
It’s the most disturbing time of the day.
I keep writing this diary to encourage myself.
I analyze and accept my mental state, which is extremely different between day and night.
Because that’s who I am.
I don’t think he has schizophrenia or a split personality, but I struggle every day how to navigate this gap between day and night.
Luckily, the secretary staff is the most considerate and supportive of me.
They say rest.
I’m sorry, but the streak continues.
again today.
Body temperature 36.3 Blood sugar 136
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